Fact is, she has been coping just fine, thank you. “I came out of the hospital not shedding any tears,” she says. “I vowed that I was going to educate the world on the importance of self-worth and self-education on the HIV/AIDS epidemic.”
Johnson believes that a lack of self-esteem led to her HIV status: She had stayed with a boyfriend she suspected wasn’t faithful. “I knew something was wrong,” Johnson says, “but I continued to ignore the signs—I felt nothing could go wrong because I was in love.”
Today, she is surviving and thriving in Los Angeles, where she’s using her skills and connections—she has worked in the music industry as a manager and brand specialist—to educate through music. She created her own company, Absolutely Sikning Inc., to empower those living with HIV and other illnesses, and she released a memoir, Dying To Be D.I.V.A. (Visit iamkeciaj.com for more info.)
Johnson describes herself as “fabulous, fierce and aware.” And we’d have to agree. Who else would offer this optimistic outlook: “Everyone living with HIV/AIDS needs to know that we are on a special, select journey and we have been called to walk that life. Our walk just happens to be in the color red!”
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