I feel down the stairs, broke four ribs, punctured a lung, nearly bleed to death, and certainly almost died.  Yet I am here after returning to work, my T cells have shot up to over 600 without any detectable viral load, and while still not on the top of my game - I feel pretty good.  I also got cruised today at the gym and it made me laugh and lifted my spirits.  Cruising is a lot like Charo - it does not age well.