Just thought I would write for a few. Nothing eventful really happened today. I guess I can consider that a good thing. I think I have been feeling a bit bored since I don’t have a running car anymore. The Caprice is still sitting, waiting for someone who is looking for a good engine. Or for me to be able to find another body to put the engine into. The Celebrity is waiting for me to come up with the money to get it fixed. And when I do have a little bit of money, I can never find anyone to come look at it.

The fucked up thing is no one knows why it is not running. No one has actually gotten under the hood since the early part of summer. And since then I have heard all the damn advice I can stand. I just wish someone would fix it. When I say someone, I mean the dozens of people I know who work on cars. I don’t have the money to take it to a licensed mechanic yet. And even with them, I have called a few just for them to either try to get over on me or tell me they don’t know what they would charge until they look at it. I really try not to get upset over things I have no control over, but this is really frustrating me to no end. I need my car. There is no one I can depend on to take me places and paying for cab fare adds up.

At the moment, I am sitting back just watching the 15th Anniversary of Raw (for those who don’t know, that is WWE wrestling). I am a hardcore fan. I have been watching wrestling since I was a kid. Don’t even go there with me about it being fake. I’ve heard that enough already. If I could, I would sell my soul to the devil (if I actually believed in the devil) to be able to attend Wrestlemania. And to coin a phrase from one of the WWE greats, “And that’s the bottom line because Stone Cold said so!!!” Hell, if people can watch the garbage they call reality TV then I can watch my wrestling!

Hmmm, let’s see, what else is going on in my little world? Rico is still sniffing around. He called me today. Same drama, different day with him, I have gotten to the point when he starts to talking about it, I just zone him out. Throw in a few ?uh huhs? and he thinks I am following the conversation. What is funny to me is the fact that since I haven’t been paying him any attention, he wants to act concerned. Now it’s stuff like - “Why haven’t you called me?? My response is now---”I figured if you want to talk to me, you’ll call." Why do I have to act like a bitch to get a response out of him? Men, I swear, do they ever know what they want? But then I guess that is not a fair statement. Not all men are the same; I just find the dumb asses. Yep, I was thinking maybe it was something in the water over here. I thought Rico would be different because he is not from here. But I digress, it must be universal. I know my soul mate is out there, but why do I have to wade through all the idiots?

On that note, I think it is time for me to blaze up a doobie........